I see hope. I see a new hope in Christ rising.

Just as I see a new day dawning through the sun rise, I see a new hope in Jehovah rising for me. I praise the Lord for this new day that He has allowed to birth forth in me as I make today count all joy in the Lord.

~”He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.”~Psalm 147:3, NIV~

I believe that Jehovah God is my Healer. Even though I am not healed of Bi Polar Disorder in the physical world, I believe and claim the victory that I am already healed by the love of God that ministers agape love to my heart and to my soul. His love heals my deepest spiritual wounds.

I believe that Jehovah God is my Redeemer. His only Begotten Son has redeemed me in spite of my Bi Polar Disorder. God can use any broken person in the midst of their brokenness that he or she is experiencing. This does not make me the only exception. God is, was, and is already using me in spite of my Bi Polar Disorder to further advance His Kingdom and glory. To God be the glory, always and forever!

I believe that God sent Jesus to be my Savior. I cannot save the world or those who live in this world through works alone. Only God through His only begotten Son who lives in me, King Jesus, can save the wounded, the broken, and the lost souls of this world.

~”For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.”~John 3:16, ESV~

I am more than a conqueror of my brokenness associated with my Bi Polar Disorder. I have already overcome my broken state of my emotions associated with my Bi Polar Disorder. I thank God that His only Begotten Son, Jesus, can use a broken and wounded soul, such as myself, to minister to others, both the lost of this world and the saved in Christ.

I also know that God so loved me. Jesus loves me more than I could ever love myself. It is Jesus who teaches me to love every broken and wounded part of myself in spite of my Bi Polar Disorder. I am not perfect. I need Jesus. I need Him every day of my life to help me in spite of my Bi Polar Disorder.

God is my Helper. Jesus is my Helper. His Holy Spirit is my Comforter. I praise the Lord for allowing me to have Bi Polar Disorder. If I did not have Bi Polar Disorder, I probably would not seek the Lord or His Kingdom in the darkest moments of my emotions associated with my Bi Polar Disorder.

My Bi Polar Disorder diagnosis teaches me to fully depend upon God. My Bi Polar Disorder teaches me to pray to the Lord when my emotions feel weak. My Bi Polar Disorder teaches me to wholeheartedly surrender my emotions to God so that He can use them to fully express the love of my Savior to those in the world, such compassion, forgiveness, kindness, and grace.

~”The elder to the elect lady and her children, whom I love in truth, and not only I, but also all who know the truth, because of the truth that abides in us and will be with us forever: Grace, mercy, and peace will be with us, from God the Father and from Jesus Christ the Father’s Son, in truth and love.”~2 John 1:1-3, ESV~

And just as I see the sun rising over the rooftops, I see a new love for the Lord rising up in me. I rise above, being more than a conqueror, from the ashes today. Hallelujah! To God be the glory! Amen!