Monthly Archives: September 2021

I am Light (Through my First Book), in the Name of Jesus Christ

I am thankful. I am thankful to God, in the Name of Jesus Christ.

I recently lost my job and had to find another job quickly. Luckily, I found another job in the telemarketing field as God provided me with the job, in the Name of Jesus Christ.

~”And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.” ~Philippians 4:19, NIV~

I wondered to God how He would provide the remaining funds that I need to get my book published. This is because I make monthly payments to get my book published so that the publishing process of my first book can continue, in the Name of Jesus Christ.

My first book to be published, “A Victory Song: Beneath the Veil,” is one of Godly courage and of valiance for Jesus. It is a story that tells about my life experiences, as a child of God with bipolar disorder, from my early childhood years up until the age of 28 years old. It is a story that serves to glorify God in spite of the challenges surrounding my bipolar disorder.

God uses my bipolar disorder diagnosis to glorify Him through my story, “A Victory Song: Beneath the Veil.” God uses my bipolar disorder diagnosis to showcase the love of God for all people. God uses my bipolar disorder diagnosis to share the light of His Son, Jesus Christ, with the multitudes, in the Name of Jesus Christ.

Now that my book will be back on track to be published by the end of 2021, I cannot wait to see how God will work in and through my first book and the publishing of my first book to bring glory to God as well as to divinely inspire the multitudes!

~”You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.”~ Matthew 5:14, ESV~

I am excited to see how the Lord will work in and through me to be His light to the multitudes, who read my book, in the Name of Jesus Christ! I am confident that God will use me to be His light to the multitudes, who read my book, in the Name of Jesus Christ!

To God be the glory in and through, “A Victory Song: Beneath the Veil,” in the Name of Jesus Christ!

The Lord Be Glorified (Through My Suffering), in the Name of Jesus Christ

I am thankful and grateful to God for the release of my first book, “A Victory Song: Beneath the Veil.”

As stated in previous blog posts, my first book, “A Victory Song: Beneath the Veil,” will be released by the end of 2021 (either November or December 2021 at the latest). It shall be a blessing to the multitudes, who read it, in the Name of Jesus Christ. God is good!

~”Then will appear in heaven the sign of the Son of Man, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory.” ~Matthew 24:30, ESV~

I had an open vision this morning concerning my first book. I saw eleven stars in the sky, falling to all four corners of the earth in order to preach the Word of God that is my testimony to all four corners of the earth. This night vision that I had is very powerful!

I believe that the eleven stars represent the eleven chapters of my first book to be published and that the four corners of the earth represent the entire globe. This means that my book shall preach and teach as it goes global and reaches all of the earth, in the Name of Jesus Christ.

My book is a memoir about my struggle with bipolar disorder and how I overcame it through the help of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ (from a spiritual standpoint and not a physical standpoint), and through Christian counseling from a Christian counselor of my church.

In my book, I cover how my bipolar disorder diagnosis is like my own cross that I am to carry every day. I explain that my mental illness is being used by God to bring Him glory, as well as His Son, Jesus Christ, and how He sees fit for eternity. My book covers my early childhood years up until the end of 2019.

I also explain in my book how even though my mental illness incurable, God is still able to use me, by the power of His Holy Spirit, to bring His Son, Jesus, glory. It is incurable, in this life, but I am already healed because I believe that when I go to Heaven someday that I will be free from the suffering caused by my bipolar disorder.

Also, my mental illness has environmental and biological factors, which is why it is not curable in this lifetime, but I will and am healed when I reach Heaven and into Eternity.

I pray that the testimony of my first book shall bless you to know Jesus and His heart deeper and more intimately through the struggle of my mental illness. It is through the struggle and out of my pain from the circumstances surrounding my mental illness that God is glorified, in the Name of Jesus Christ.

To God be the glory!

The Impact of God and My First Book

A couple of days ago, I created a blog post that explains that my first book, “A Victory Song: Beneath the Veil,” is going to be published by the end of 2021. My publishing specialist for Christian Faith Publishing told me this a few days ago. I thank the Lord for this good news!

~”And how are they to preach unless they are sent? As it is written, “How beautiful are the feet of those who preach the good news!”~Romans 10:15, ESV~

My book is a memoir. It is a testimony of the work of Jesus Christ in my life, as a child of God with bipolar disorder. The span of my book goes from my early childhood up until my twenty-eighth year and testifies of how the Lord Jesus Christ is working in and through my life through the hardships that I face, as a child of God with bipolar disorder.

I mention in the book that my mental illness does not define me because of the salvation power that I have in Jesus Christ. Even though bipolar disorder is a part of who I am because I was born with it, it does not define me because of my relationship with Jesus Christ.

I mention several topics of discussion in my first book. The first topic that I will mention here very briefly (because I do not want to give too much away without you going to read the book first) is my relationship with my mother, who also has a diagnosed mental illness. I go into depth of my relationship with her as well as the biological and environmental factors of the results of living with a parent diagnosed with mental illness that affected me, mainly during my adolescent years.

I will not mention the biological and environmental factors of my mental illness because this gives you, as the reader, the empowerment and desire to want to find out more of the work of God in my life (how he worked in and through those various biological and environmental factors of my life), so that you can GO and READ my book and not ask me questions now!

I also talk about how my mother introduced me into a relationship with Jesus Christ in the first part of the book before my mental illness became more noticeable in my adolescent years. I talk about how happy and joyful that my early childhood years were with the Lord because He really started to test me in how serious I was in following Him after my adolescent years and years in college as a result of my mental health diagnosis.

~”Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds.”~James 1:2, ESV~

This is because my mother greatly influenced me and my walk with God during my early childhood years. She faced many challenges as a result of the circumstances surrounding her mental illness and as a result, this greatly impacted my walk with the Lord many years later.

My story of, “A Victory Song: Beneath the Veil,” is one of boldness and great courage in the Lord. It is one of good times spent with the Lord Jesus and bad times spent with the Lord Jesus. It all depicts my faith in Him through the various struggles over the years surrounding my mental illness.

I am very grateful to the Lord for being able to use me, in spite of the the challenges that I faced surrounding my bipolar disorder diagnosis, and how the Holy Spirit of God was able to put His Word in my mouth to explain clearly how God brought me closer to the heart of Jesus as a result of my mental illness.

Grateful and Thankful to God that My First Book Will Be Published, in the Name of Jesus Christ

I am grateful. I am grateful to God for the blessings that He has bestowed upon my life. 

Lately, I have been in a thankful and grateful mood to the Lord God. This is mainly because my first book, “A Victory Song: Beneath the Veil,” is going to be published very soon (sometime between November and December 2021). 

~”Continue steadfastly in prayer, being watchful in it with thanksgiving.”~ Colossians 4:2, ESV~ 

As soon as the publisher, who I am publishing my book with, knows of the exact date of when my book will be published, then she will inform me immediately. The fact that my first ever book is going to be published soon gives me hope that only the Holy Spirit of God can provide  that it will touch the multitudes, in the Name and by the Power of Jesus Christ. 

My book is a memoir that describes my walk with the Lord as well as my struggle with bipolar disorder as I have walked with Jehovah over the years (specifically from my early childhood years up until the end of 2018 is when this book is written). I hit many topics in my book, such as setting boundaries, seasonal friendships and going on missions trips abroad all the while amidst my struggle with bipolar disorder. 

This book, which will be birthed by the end of 2021, took countless hours of writing and praying and praying in the Holy Spirit (tongues and in my native tongue) as the Holy Spirit of God led me to write and to take out and add parts to my testimony, which is my story that gives all of the glory to Jesus Christ.  

One of the main points of discussion that I talk about extensively in my book is my relationship with my mother, who is also diagnosed with a mental illness (I do not talk about what her mental illness is in the book as I want the focus to be on my mental illness and not so much about my mother as it is about me). I talk about how I overcame the struggles surrounding my relationship with my mother through the power of forgiveness and the forgiveness of Jesus Christ through the challenges that I struggle, as a daughter of the King with bipolar disorder.

My book is intended to bring and to spread awareness related to bipolar disorder as well as to provide safe words for those struggling with bipolar disorder of encouragement that God loves them. My book is intended to bring blessings to those with bipolar disorder so that they can feel a sense of comfort in the midst of their struggle with bipolar disorder. My book is intended to surround those with bipolar disorder with the love of God that is Jesus Christ so that they can feel a sense of peace that bipolar disorder is the cross that God’s children are meant to carry for those who struggle with it for the purpose and plans that God wants them to fulfill in this lifetime. 

~”Enter his gates with thanksgiving, and his courts with praise! Give thanks to him; bless his name!”~ Psalm 100:4 ESV~ 

I pray that the Lord God is able to use my book, “A Victory Song: Beneath the Veil,” for His glory as the Gospel of Jesus Christ is advanced in Atlanta, Georgia and beyond. God bless you!