Thank you Jesus.

I thank God for empowering me in this season. I thank God for giving me the kingdom keys to know what His Heaven is like. I receive the Heaven of the Throne Room of God in my life right now, in the Name of Jesus Christ. 

Let the Heavens open now, in the Name of Jesus Christ.

So he said to me, “This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel: ‘Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,’ says the LORD Almighty.~Zechariah 4:6, New International Version~

Yes. I believe in the Kingdom Keys. I believe that Heaven real. I know that Hell is real too. I’ve seen and experienced both.

One year and a half ago, I had a seizure. I do not remember everything that happened when I had this seizure, but I do remember this: that I saw black and nothingness. This black and nothingness that I saw was empty. It felt lonely. It was like a void. It was hell. 

This is what hell is like for those who do not know the kingdom of God: they are lost in darkness and in hell.

~”And he said to them, “Truly I tell you, some who are standing here will not taste death before they see that the kingdom of God has come with power.”~Mark 9:1, New International Version~

You see dear reader: When you choose to, “check out,” from your relationship with God, you regress. You regress from the Word of God. You regress mentally and emotionally, causing many mental and spiritual strongholds to develop in your mind as well as in your thought processes. It is in those moments where Satan fights to kill you physically, mentally, and spiritually, and that you must fight back with the Truth.

That Truth is found in the Word of God: the Bible.

~”Blessed be the LORD, my rock, who trains my hands for war, and my fingers for battle.”~Psalm 144:1, English Standard Version~

This was something that I had to learn the hard way as I strive to overcome the demon called mental illness in my life. Since the beginning of 2017, God has pressed me. His hands have pressed me and pressed me so that I can be my best self for the Kingdom of God and for ministry. I have a high calling on my life, as His chosen daughter. I can’t help other people face their demons if I do not face mine. 

And it is now that I claim the Word of God as I let the blood of Jesus wash away my guilt and shame as His Holy Spirit heals my mental wounds. 

I know and claim these Truths from the Word of God:

I am loved by God.~Jeremiah 31:3 (ESV): “the LORD appeared to him from far away. I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore I have continued my faithfulness to you.~

I am dear to God.~Psalm 56:8 (ESV) ~”You have kept count of my tossings; put my tears in your bottle. Are they not in your book?”~

I am special in the eyes of God.~Numbers 6:24-26 (NIV)~”The LORD bless you and keep you; the LORD make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; the LORD turn his face toward you and give you peace.”~

Friends and family have left me. I am alone. And it is now that I take every thought captive to the Most High God as I strive to know Him and more of Him through His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ.

~”I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”~Philippians 4:13, English Standard Version~

And it is in moments like this that challenge me to think deeper. And deeper. And to go deeper a little bit more as I become more intimate with the LORD. To think even deeper about Heaven so that I receive the Promises of God in my life. I don’t just want Heaven: I want the Throne Room. 

And now, I let the hands of God put me back together as I enter this season of grief, cry upon the name of the LORD and receive His healing as I enter this season of grief.

There is Hope. And that Hope is in Christ alone. 

I stand on the promise that I will receive my open Heaven in this season. God will mend my broken state.

Let’s pray. 🙂 :

Dear God,

I thank You for that there is a time for grief. I thank You that there is a time for tears as I openly surrender all of me to you so that You can heal me. Let my story be a testimony to other men and women so that they can know about your Son, Jesus. I have been through many things. I trust that they are for your purpose and so that the men and women who are reading this blog post become followers of Jesus. I also trust that the men and women who are reading this blog post are inspired to be more than conquerors by the power of the blood of Your Son, Jesus. Let the light of Jesus Christ shine through this blog post. I thank You God, in Jesus’ Name. I give You all of the glory, the honor, and praise.

In Jesus’ Name,

Amen.

Thank you Jesus! God bless you dear reader! ❤